School is damn boring lah ! 
All of you people know that [: 
Anyways,
Today had 6 periods of recess -.-
3 hours doing nth, except eat and eat!
Mr. Khoo didn't come, and then no A math and then tada :D 
Hahahas,
Anyways, tomorrow's long day [: 
Gotta run :D Bye ~ :D

You said you wanted to know why,

I said I would let you know why.

I told you the reasons,

the real reasons,

that actually is, only part of the main reason.

And now, I'm here to tell you the main reason.

You asked your friends to ask me for the reason,

So I am here to tell you the reason.

Many people tell me that it takes another love to forget the past love.

You understand it yet?

Truth is, I still miss her.

Yes, I do miss her.

I'm sorry,

I thought I could get into a new relationship just so easily,

I thought I was strong.

I'm sorry, but I was wrong.

I still keep our memories of being together for 9 months.

I still keep our ring that clearly indicates the 9 months of Love.

Photos, collage memories, merchandises, toys and gifts.

9 months of wonderful memories.

Wonderful memories to me, inclusive of all sad and happy moments are etched.

As long as moments were spent together, were all wonderful memories.

I kept all of them.

I did not want to dispose them off.

I wanted to. But I couldn't bear to.

I'm really sorry if this isn't what you want to hear.

But the truth is always hurting.

The ring, the gifts, the letters, the notes and the photos.

They are superlative capsules of time.

And time, can never be turned back.

I must have you know that,

it is my first, serious relationship.

With you, I thought i could do the same,

truth is.

I was not ready.

I apologise, but I know, no amount of sorries is ever enough to patch the wound in your heart.

Perhaps I started sprinting too early in the race,

that made me really tired now.

I don't feel like going on,

I really don't.

But I know i must.

I must not disappoint my parents,

not those around me either.

I can imagine myself coming through the last lap,

with people cheering me on,

only to pass the finishing line at a really undesired placing.

The looks on everyone's face,

the expression on my face.

I never expected myself to go through, achieving high results.

But I hope, I can really do well.

The Final Dash, comes through in a few months,

I hope i have enough stamina to last through the whole race.

Others are determined, but I may not be.

Went to FEO at Thomson early today. 
but even earlier today, had tuition at 8am!
Just so that my schedule could accomodate Melissa Kwan's one [: 
Yeah, and then at 10am i finished my tuition and then Melissa said that she would be done in 15 mins,
then i rushed my way through,
and even brought my netbook along.
hahas,
then met her at school busstop with Yiling, 
and then we decided to trade bags [: 
And Mel carried mine [: 
I carried hers.
Went to LJS for lunch.
Had the grilled seafood thing.
not bad eh [; 
Then we rush to get a train to Outram Park and then change to purple line to Boon Keng.
Then met Mr Lim at Boon Keng MRT.
Then he drove us to FOE to buy roses.
bought 400 stalks of roses.
Yup.
love the place there.
It's like, a fridge !! :D 
Then yeah, Mr Lim brought us to Aljunied MRT.
Then Mel and I shared a cup of bubble tea and then we went off.
Took the same train down, and then shared a cab with her home [; 
She's so cute one lah i tell you [; 
Hee ~ 
Anyways, yeah, That's about it  for today so far. [:
Melissa should really thank me [;

Hi all! :D 
Quick blog, gonna sleep early,
long day tmr {: 
Hmmm , 
My apple is room scented! 
Oh wait,
or isit, my room is apple scented!
yeahyeah, the one after that [: 
tada ! 
Bye :D

Test tomorrow ]: 
Indices and Standard Deviation ]:
Goodnights and goodluck all ]:

Hi all, just doing a quick blog through before dinner gets into my mouth [:
Shall start from yesterday yeahs.

Yesterday morning
Woke up bright and early for chinese tuition.
Didn't do the compre parts, cos damn sian,
then we did my school zuo ye instead!
and yeah, finished quite a bit though.
Then tuition ended and she gave me a lavender cookie.
Yup, A LAVENDER COOKIE.
One only [: 
But yeah, thought that counts. blablah, i think i'm beginning to like her tuition times.
Cos she always drive different cars to my house and then she does reckless driving, 
me love it!

Yesterday Afternoon
Whole day slacked at home doing nothing.
really nothing, lied on bed and slackslack, then parents came home.
Then they immediately rushed me out to parkway's Giant to buy cheapo curtains for my bedroom.
Hahas, got this champagne coloured one that looks like shower curtains, but for that price,
cannot complain right ? [:
And then while shopping, i saw this girl that look like JingChee!
Hahas, but i knw it's not her lah. Too tall to be her. Does she have a sister? Hmmm,
Then came home, got computer fixed and curtains fixed,
then ate bakkua with bread for dinner -.-
Hahas, fattening i know.

Last night
went out with Miko and Aleka,
Cos Aleka went to catch a show with her friends or sth,
so we met late. Lucky for me, i left house late and then went to SRC to find ryan for a jiffy.
Then went over to meet Miko and Ale,
Then yeah, at 9:15pm, they called me telling me they reached.
Then i went over and then they laughed at how i dressed ]:
So mean right!
Then we walked aroundaround and around.
Then we left Raffles City and walked in the open air Shrine.
Then they ask me where I'm going and i told them i also dont know!
Following, they ask me to bring them to somewhere that has seabreeze!
Then i thought of that time me and buds went to Esplanade Bridge there to view fireworks for National Day.
So brought them there,
then yeah sat a while, while Miko had her donuts. And Aleka had her sunflower seeds.
Then walkedwalked and walked and then walked to Singapore Cricket Club and the old supreme court
and i suddenly ran damn fast and then Miko chase me behind -.-
Then we were all tired, panting, sweating and laughing away.
Then laughlaugh, then walked to Raffles City to enjoy the air conditioning. Cos Miko wore hotpants,
then go SRC very inaccessible. 
So yeah, walked through Peacock Alley to Sistic there and enjoyed this and that and these and those. 
Good old me took a few brochures to the TKAMB play for lit class students [: 
Then yeah, played and tease around and it was like 11:58pm when Miko realised that they were about 2 mins to missing the last train home,
So we made the final dash to the train station and along the way saw Moonie outside Macdonalds.
Hahas, Waved at her then she blurblur wave back.
hahas, she quite pretty in outside clothes [: 
Ohyah, Moonie is the manager working in the bar in my clubhouse yah. Not student [:
Then yeah,
saw the MRT sign there that says train arriving in 2 mins,
Then they chionged like mad, hahas.
Then yeah behind people also chiong cos last train.
Then i went to SRC and then came home.
Slack and played a little with sis, and then slept at 2am.

Today
Tuition in the morning,
Science and math but did alotalot of Physics cos test coming up,
Then after that had lunch and then stayed at home and slack a little,
before doing F&N work and then going to nap [: 
And then, yes, woke up, feeling all energetic and then was supposed to go BBQ @ Chanel's.
But Mum was reluctant to let me go. Aiya, don't want to make her face blackblack anyway,
And Dad was against it also. First time they like that ]:
Then yeah, went for an evening run.
Asked Melissa K. if she wanted to join me but she was busy doing summaries.
Poor her, then asked her to meet me and she said she was doing summaries.
Lols, so i ran like 7 laps and 14 dashes.
Super crowded sias, all the students and ahpek and aunties running and cycling.
Didn't know that my district was so active!
Then walked home and then dripping in sweat, hahas.
Went to sit in front of the fan for half hour, before going for a bath.
Now after bath, and blogging [:  Photos will be up soon okays [:

Tada! Haha, Miko :D You can grab your photos now [: 
Can you post mine so i can grab it too ? [:
Thanks!

Today is a sadsad day ]: 
Had school for the entire tiring day then Estalla sms-ed me say she can come and tutor me math after school.
So okay loh, she came my house and then she can't find her way!
Then yeah keep missing the turn into my house,
then she came and taught me quad eqn!
Then I sent her to the busstop,
and that's when i met Cindy and her mum in the lift.
Haha, Jialat, her mum sure tell my mum i brought girl home -.-
Yeah, then passed Estalla her present i bought for her from Japan {: 
hahas, then she saw through my Japan photos and then done and then tada!
She went to cityhall [: 
then yeah, sms-ed her all the way,
Then i made dinner for mum and dad,
Then yeah studied and talk to Cindy while messaing Fion, Estalla, Chanel and many others lah! Mel also!
Then yeahs, 
Okay, confirm going to watch the TKAMB play alr [: 
Ciaozxc
DOOMS DAY TMR :D